28 March 2007

Loser

Only I would have to schedule crying time into my day. I realized a bit ago that I had yet to listen to our wedding music without crying. So, now I'm sitting here organizing everything and listening to the CD and bawling. My feeling is that if I listen to it enough I won't cry anymore when I hear it! When I used to do a lot of solo performing I had to do that too cause it just isn't all that cool to start crying in the middle of a performance (although, frankly, I've done it).

So, so far I've vacuumed and cleaned the dogs and started the laundry and cried. Four things off the list!

4 comments:

Beachgal said...

This is where I meant to post, sorry:

At first read, I thought you said that you vacuumed the dogs! hee hee, I need more sleep!!

And I bawled like a baby as I walked down the aisle. Made for great pictures! My big honking nose, bright red, and tear streaked face....ugh. You'll do fine.

*Hugs and kisses and best wishes*

Anonymous said...

Maybe you can just wear earplugs during the ceremony.

Not to mention, I thought bawling was totally allowed at weddings. Donuts are better, though.

J. Cullinane said...

Yeah, I don't think you can use up your cry quota before the wedding, you're probably just going to have to prepare for it. Maybe a few Jedi mind tricks pre-ceremony would help.

And donuts.

Anonymous said...

I believe it is hard to walk down the aisle all stately after you've eaten a few donuts.