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All right, I'm fine already. Just having a really rough couple of weeks. Feeling so isolated is bad for my depressive tendencies. But, I'm okay, just frustrated. I'll write some more a bit later but I threw my back out 2 days ago and for some reason it still kills to sit upright.

On a couple of personal notes...thanks everyone for well wishes. Like I said, I'm fine, just a bit frustrated with various things.

Andra, thanks for the comment. I realized that I sounded bitchy and may have made it sound like you 'should have' let me know you were going away or something. I didn't mean it that way and I'm sorry that it came off bitchy. I was only irritated with myself since not knowing you were away just increased my feeling of extreme isolation. I know that you weren't mad or anything, but sorry anyway if I sounded accusatory. Love you :)

Bernice, thanks for the comment!! I appreciate it a lot, knowing your feelings on blogs etc. The whole 'beezay' thing is one of the reasons that I'm glad I have a blog. It was SO utterly humiliating, but in the back of my mind I was already thinking 'this will be funny on my blog'

Love to all of you who read this and I'll try to write more regularly and explain some of what is making me frustrated and also some of what is making me feel better.